So the other day we had an argument about who was going to watch the rice. It turned into a pretty big disagreement, which I think surprised us both, but of course, it wasn’t about the rice.
It was about listening to one another and understanding unspoken intentions and overlooking gifts.
After we talked through it and I understood what I’d assumed and misunderstood I realized I’d missed an opportunity to accept and appreciate a kindness and it really stuck with me.
How often do we either spurn or ignore gifts from the people in our life because we don’t recognize the packaging?
For example – the complaint you hear from guys about either getting snapped at for holding doors or feeling like they can’t hold a door because it will be misconstrued. Granted there is less debate about this than in the past but a quick Google search still found lots of articles on this, and they were not all dated 2003, so it’s still a bit of a thing.
Or how about “call me (text me) when you get home” – that one gets labelled as controlling, or hovering, but its often just “I love you” – and the person saying it is most likely not intentionally thinking “I’ll say call me instead of I love you”.
These are pretty simple examples but I’m sure if you think of it there are some big ones in your life that you overlook. I think what caught me off guard about the rice is it wasn’t an out of the ordinary thing – we ask each other to help with tasks all the time – what was different was he specifically said “I don’t want to do this, I just did all this other stuff” and I was focused on my own agenda at that moment and brushed it off because it was a 2 minute thing in my mind. I didn’t listen, I assumed, I didn’t ask questions (out loud or even in my own mind).
This is focused on my home life, me and my roommate (husband 😆), because in this post-COVID work-from-home world he still has the lucky distinction of being my primary “observation subject” for my musings but I know from reflection that it’s not purely a romantic partner pitfall.
As we rush about in our day to day lives we (at least I) can get very caught up in our own inner-dialogue and thought processes. We can make a lot of decisions about other people meant, are thinking, are intending and we (as least I 🙃 ) often don’t stop and ask “why” “tell me more” “how can I help” because it’s faster to observe, interpret and move on.
I hope that this is one of those lessons that sticks, that I am successful in staying more mindful of intent, and asking questions, because I am really looking forward to connecting more deeply with the people in my life by making fewer assumptions. I have a walk planned with a friend this weekend, I will practice it then! Challenge yourself, start recognizing the gifts in the stone a small child gives you, or the coffee pot being turned on/refilled, or the empty dishwasher…🌈❤️